emotional ocean

the waves swell again and the sky grows dark
my heart pounds, deep and strong
my face flushes with blood
the thunder comes and lightning flashes
desire ripping open the black wall of clouds
the storm roars through,
crashing against the water
I am naked and the wind pushes me
to rage and scream
and I begin to die again
losing my breath
waves crest and break and move on
sunlight reflected
from the undulating water
catches my eye,
making it glow green.